WATCHER'S LOVE. (In Latin & English.)

 

"A WATCHER'S LOVE"

(In Latin and translated in to English.)

"Dare me causam cadendi. Dare me tus peccatum. Te promitto ad protegere ex mei. Si mihi des amorem, dabo tibi meum. Ego bellum cum tus daemones ad protegere te ex dolor. Te curatio cum lumen mea. Cum amor mea. Cum vis mea. Cum alama mei. Sine me cadendi amare tu. Si tu posset esse candela mea, Ego posset esse tus spiritus de Vita. Si mecum ambulaveris, tecum volare promitto. Etiam alae tuae ero."

Translation in to English: 

"Give me a reason to fall. Give me your sins. I promise to protect you from mine. If you give me your love, I'll give you mine. I war with your demons to protect you from pain. I heal you with my light. With my love. With my strength. With my soul. 

Let me fall in love with you. If you could be my candle, I could be your breath of life. If you walk with me, I promise to fly with you. I'll even be your wings."

E PLURIBUS UNUM / OUT OF MANY, ONE

 E PLURIBUS UNUM / OUT OF MANY, ONE.- This was our Nation's motto and still is on our money. 

Let's do a thought experiment. Ah c'mon, it'll be fun. Try to think of effective ways to divide people. Try to come up with at least 5 ways. 

Religions, corporations, countries all over the world have used classical Renaissance strategies of manipulation, control, subjugation and the acquisition of territories i.e.: A blueprint for mainstream colonialism created by Nicolo Machiavelli. First introduced in his book,"The Prince."Circa 1532 A.D.

One strategy that sadly works all the time is, "Divide and conquer". Choose any group of people for example. Now, separate the men from the women. Separate them by race. Already, you've managed to break the group up into 4 sub-groups, black men, black women, white men, white women. Can we break these sub-groups down further? Let's endeavor to try! Let's break them up by income. High income earners and low income earners. Now the group is broken in to 6 sub-groups! 

The one paradigm that is the glue to any civilized society is solidarity. (Unity.) That is the enemy to those who are in power. So, they cater to the high earners and give them a sense of importance, which they nurture. Now, the high income earners feel not only emboldened but superior to the rest. We can divide this hypothetical group further by creating and perpetuating racial, cultural, religious, legislative, judicial and economic bias but I think you get the point. This is how you manipulate and control the whole of a group, a civilized society or even a nation. By dividing them in to utter submission. 

Admittedly, this is a rudimentary break down but it is also functionally and foundationally, true. There are more clandestine and insidious strategies but this one is the basic foundation for most machiavellian paradigms. Divide and conquer.

Now remember the 5 ways to divide people that I asked you to think about? Would you believe that those 5 things have not only been done to you in some way but they are also what you have done to others in some way? Hard questions merit equally hard answers. They merit pause, reflection, introspection and honesty. 

America was born in the fires of rebellion. If only some Americans are benefitting from the status quo, eventually we all lose. This is how empires and countries have fallen. A resounding lack of solidarity fortified by dividing a people so much so, that citizens see each other as strangers, unwanted competition and the enemy. We've been conditioned to think this way for generations and that has been preventing us from accepting our history, healing and creating bridges of empathy and solidarity and finally forgiving the past to create a unified future. We are, all of us, Americans here. Let us no longer be so easily divided nor see our differences as weakness but strengths. Americans in 2025 are multi-cultural. 

And what do Americans do better than anybody else? We rebel.

EXHALING SHADOW

 EXHALING SHADOW. 

(A shadow work through writing. I tend to work though my issues and vent via writing. This is how I purge. I make art.)

I remain. 

I'm the same nonbinary exquisiteness too unique to tame. Been given many nicknames but only one of them win the game. Alberto with an "O" at the end but they still try control my essence and presence by calling me "Albert" knowing gawd damn well, that ain't my MF'ing name. 

The blame. 

I caught it since birth. In a system designed to determine my worth by my skin tone first and the needless hurdles the racist people in power coerce everybody like me to jump through, without giving me the time to rehearse. I've been called lazy, stupid, useless and crazy. Their superiority masking their inferiority, the minority in power got us calling ourselves minority.

Never acknowledging the truth that I'm in actuality the reverse of everything they believe, in their hate filled perspective of the universe. 

How is shit still the same?

The other day I called to all my ancestors when fear tried to hush me. I refuse to let the world I live in crush me. I woke up the angry dead in my soul and in my world.

Now their marching on the heads of those who oppose equality, equity and freedom for all. All they said was " no need to run, we stand tall like the tree of life, we fight and we shall always overcome." 

I refrain.

I refuse to excuse hate or bigotry. If your covering your face to feel safe while making others feel unsafe, your a coward. Using the law to be lawless making children represent themselves in court because deep down you know what your doing is demonic and anonymity is the only cover that gives you temporary and borrowed power. I know it's hard to face this but I'm a need you to taste this; I will always be more human than a racist and if you feel hurt or attacked when I denounce fascists, nazis and racists, than unfortunately, you're a racist. I'm sorry if you find the truth sour.

I remain. 

Some think those of my ethnicity are born to complain. As if I should silence my voice, as if they and I have the same choices or choice. If that were true, why than do they rush to hush voices, burn books, alter history to favor misery, feigning ignorance and righteousness at the same time, they're passive aggressively or aggressive aggressively, inflicting hardship, disparity and shame? If I don't speak up and say "you're causing me and mine agony, you like your ancestors before you, would think that I somehow enjoy the pain. 

If I return the favor, I'm labeled a savage. Some violent inarticulate thug, who probably sells drugs and is just out to cause damage. It's sheer privilege and audacity to think you can mitigate my outrage. How is the expression of the pain caused to me by injustice, some how yours to manage? Some wounds not even time can heal or bandage.

Karma I will no longer wait for or solicit. Knowing damn well that if you harm me or mine, my answer will be prolific. Did you know there are incantations, rituals and spells in the Akashic realms that I occasionally visit? Those of which traverse space and time enabling the most intrepid of Sorcerers to go back to your ancestors day and slay? Ancient magics can be so horrific. 

Specific. 

Dolorific. 

Tenebrific.

I can do more than just pray. 

Such are the tools that are used by a fed up, Mystic. Foolish games and the hurt they cause is why I've never been one to play. 

Karma whispers prophecy and assures me, for the evil great and small that all we do, in some way we all pay. I'll keep my shadows at bay and salvage some hope and light for tomorrow, today.