Sunday, January 25, 2015

ARCA DE PACTUM - ARK OF THE COVENANT INVOCATION

EGO INVOCO POTESTAS SPIRITUALIS DE ARCA DE PACTUM, ARON HEBERRIT, ARON HA-BRÍT, ARC OF THE COVENANT.

VENIRE PER ORIENTIS, MERIDES, OCCIDENS, SEPTENTRIO, SUPRA, SUBTER, INTUSE IPSE ME ET PER MULTIVERSUS.

THE NAMES OF GOD:
ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN EHEIEH, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN YOD HEH VAV HEH, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN TETTRAGRAMMATON- ELOHIM, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN EL , ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN ELOHIM GIBOR, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN ELOAH VA-DAATH, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN EL ADONAI TZABAOTH, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN ELOHIM TZABAOTH, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN SHADDAI AL CHAI, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN ADONAI HA-ARETZ

VENIRE PER ORIENTIS, MERIDES, OCCIDENS, SEPTENTRIO, SUPRA, SUBTER, INTUSE IPSE ME ET MULTIVERSUS.

EGO PORTARE ESSENTIA, PRAESENTIA, VIS,SPIRITUS,POTESTAS, SOPHIA ET VOLUNTAS DE ARCA DE PACTUM AD VITA MIHI.

VIS ET VITA DE ARCA DE PACTUM, HACERE ME UNUM CUM TUS POTESTAS SPIRITUALIS INTUSE VITA MIHI.

VENIRE PER ORIENTIS, MERIDES, OCCIDENS, SEPTENTRIO, SUPRA, SUBTER, INTUSE IPSE ME ET MULTIVERSUS.

ADIUVIA ME AD ADIUVIA MUNDUS MIHI. SPIRITUALIS VITA DE MUNDUS MIHI. DOCE ME AD DEFENDERE ME IPSOS ET MUNDUS CONTRA SPIRITUALIS MALUM ET CONTRA CORRUPTIO MALUM DE MUNDUS MIHI.

VENIRE PER ORIENTIS, MERIDES, OCCIDENS, SEPTENTRIO, SUPRA, SUBTER, INTUSE IPSE ME ET MULTIVERSUS.

EGO INVOCO POTESTAS SPIRITUALIS DE ARCA DE PACTUM, ARON HEBERRIT, ARON HA-BRÍT, ARC OF THE COVENANT.

VENIRE PER ORIENTIS, MERIDES, OCCIDENS, SEPTENTRIO, SUPRA, SUBTER, INTUSE IPSE ME ET MULTIVERSUS.

EGO ORATIO, AUDIRE ME.

EXPELLERE SPIRITUALIS MALUM. HACERE ME UNUM CUM POTESTAS, SOPHIA, CUSTODIA ET LUMEN DE ARCA DE PACTUM. EXPELLERE SPIRITUALIS MALUM.

VENIRE PER ORIENTIS, MERIDES, OCCIDENS, SEPTENTRIO, SUPRA, SUBTER, INTUSE IPSE ME ET MULTIVERSUS.

THE NAMES OF GOD:
ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN EHEIEH, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN YOD HEH VAV HEH, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN TETTRAGRAMMATON- ELOHIM, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN EL , ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN ELOHIM GIBOR, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN ELOAH VA-DAATH, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN EL ADONAI TZABAOTH, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN ELOHIM TZABAOTH, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN SHADDAI AL CHAI, ASHAD AL ILAH, ELAH ELAHIN ADONAI HA-ARETZ

VENIRE PER ORIENTIS, MERIDES, OCCIDENS, SEPTENTRIO, SUPRA, SUBTER, INTUSE IPSE ME ET MULTIVERSUS.

EGO INVOCO POTESTAS SPIRITUALIS DE ARCA DE PACTUM, ARON HEBERRIT, ARON HA-BRÍT, ARC OF THE COVENANT.

VENIRE PER ORIENTIS, MERIDES, OCCIDENS, SEPTENTRIO, SUPRA, SUBTER, INTUSE IPSE ME ET MULTIVERSUS.

Amen



Sunday, January 11, 2015

WHAT IF…(IDEAS ABOUT GOD, REINCARNATION AND THE ULTIMATE DESTINY OF HUMANITY.)

What does the entirety of all things in the Universe have in common? Evolution and the changing of states of energy and existence. Nothing really dies. Nothing. There is no such thing as endings and oblivion. The finality of death is but an illusion. All things merely change from one state to another but continue to exist, becoming part of a larger whole.  This is evolution. Nothing is meant to stay the same indefinitely.  

Humanity is no different. We are evolving. Believe it or not but we are. In 2015, there are roughly 7.5 billion people on the planet and still growing.

What if I told you that every single individual being on this planet is actually a vital component to a higher “super collective” entity in the future? Our entire species is integrating into one complete being.  Life after life, reincarnation after reincarnation, evolving through time, different eras, cultures, races and in different parts of the world. Learning while helping others learn as we live and die, only to live again in another time and space. 

What if I told you that reincarnation is not restricted to the future because at this very moment that you are reading this, the past is happening and so is the future, simultaneously. Time is not linear but cyclic, similar to an onion which has layer, upon layer upon layer overlapping each other. Each individual layer of time, space, distance, matter, light, dark, death and life exists in connection to the other yet has their own pocket dimensions and infinitude of parallels. This would explain why it is difficult to remember past lives. It’s hard to remember what you haven’t been yet in the past or to remember what you haven’t yet become in the future. Both haven’t happen yet from your frame of reference or from the perspective of the layer you happen to exist in.   

What if I told you that what the ancients, all the way to modern time people, believe to be GOD is actually the collective super entity we will become, attempting to heal itself and evolve further into the future? That somehow, our distant future is unable to evolve further into its future because of certain events of the past, our current present as it were, damaged this “Super” entity’s ability to evolve. 

What if I told you the duality in not only our consciousness but the our perception of the Universe, is due to a part of our future selves, that do not want to merge with this entity we are already a part of. Just as those who are willing to merge and become one with the being we are reincarnate, there are others who reincarnate with the mission of opposing this unification. 

 

What better way to fragment who we will become by visiting the past and while there, create, indoctrinate and perpetuate separateness, fear, hate, class, racism, slavery, misogyny, currency, aristocracy, Monarchies, war based technologies, suppression and of spiritual evolution, the destruction of free thinkers and spiritual messengers, the creation of Governments, Religion to ensure that these “social order” devices and strategies carry over through thousands over thousands of generations.  

What is unprecedented now in our evolution is we are, some of us, a lot of us, are starting to remember. We are slowly remembering via déjà vu, dreams, recollections, faint and distant memories of things we’ve never seen, done or have known.  We are evolving beyond the constraints of time and space. Our evolution has to be spiritual before it manifests in the form of physical evolution.  It is happening within us right now.  Many may think that this is fanciful talk, "SCI-FI" speak or that I’m just crazy as hell. That’s okay. Maybe I am. But if you are feeling like you were born in the wrong body, the wrong time or era, the wrong place, region, or country, if you feel like you don’t belong, if you find it hard to connect with your surroundings and find the world as confusing as you may feel the world finds you? I just want you to know that YOU ARE NOT CRAZY! There is a reason for that and it may not be a conventional one. Hang in there, evolution is not supposed to be comfortable but it is necessary for growth and evolution. Yours and everybody else's.  What you do and what happens to you directly effects everything and everybody else eventually. 

Okay, so there you have it. Call me a "wack job" but this is what I think is going on. Call me crazy (I would prefer “Imaginative but hey, that’s just me!). At the very least, I got you to think a little and provided a momentary distraction. Why else would you have been compelled to read this?

Written January 11, 2015
By

Alberto John Kennedy a.k.a. “Grimoire”



Sunday, January 4, 2015

Courage is not the absence of fear. (SHORT WRITING)

Courage is not the absence of fear. It is the confronting and controlling of fear while navigating through peril and facing what frightens us. There can be no growth, no experiences to glean, no accomplishments to earn without facing our fears, great and small. Our courage could not exist without our fears. We could never have become what we are today, if we never triumphed over what frightened us yesterday. We will never become more than what we are now, if we allow our fears to define us in the present. So no, Courage is not the absence of fear, it is the willful defying of it. The defeating of our fears, is how we grow and secure future victories.- Alberto John Kennedy a.k.a. "Grimoire"


Sumerian/Akkadian Incantation (EXORCISM)

“SILVER FIRE” / "KASPUM GIRRU"

Incantation: ELLUM DANATUM DINGER SHAMASH QAMU UTUK XUL!

Translation: HOLY POWERFUL GOD SHAMASH (SUMERIAN SOLAR DEITY.) BURN THE EVIL SPIRIT.

Incantation: ELLUM DANATUM DINGER ASSALUHI QAMU XUL.

Translation: HOLY POWERFUL GOD ASSALUHI (SUMERIAN/AKKADIAN GOD OF EXORCISMS.) BURN THE EVIL.

Incantation: ELLUM SESPU KASPUM GIRRU KASHAD GIDIM XUL!

ELLUM SESPU KASPUM GIRRU KASHAD MASKIM XUL!

ELLUM SESPU KASPUM GIRRU KASHAD GIGIM XUL!

ELLUM SESPU KASPUM GIRRU KASHAD ILAH XUL!

Translation: HOLY POWERFUL SILVER FIRE CONQUER THE EVIL SPIRIT!

HOLY POWERFUL SILVER FIRE CONQUER THE EVIL PERSON.

HOLY POWERFUL SILVER FIRE CONQUER THE EVIL POWER.

 HOLY POWERFUL SILVER FIRE CONQUER THE EVIL GOD!

Incantation: ELLUM DANATUM SHAMASH QAMU XUL!

Translation: HOLY POWERFUL SHAMASH (SUMERIAN SOLAR DEITY.) BURN THE EVIL.

Incantation: DANATUM KASPUM GIRRU SHARAKUM SESPU U EMQUM U ASAR SU' ATI DALKHU QAMU!

Translation: POWERFUL SILVER FIRE, GIVE TO ME POWER AND WISDOM AND THE ALL SEEING EYES SO THAT DEMONS MAY BURN.

Incantation: ELLUM DANATUM SHAMASH QAMU XUL!

Translation: HOLY POWERFUL SHAMASH (SUMERIAN SOLAR DEITY.) BURN THE EVIL.

Incantation: QAMU AMELNAKRU "GENII XUL" (pronounciation "jen-eye khool".), QAMU! QAMU!
QAMU!

QAMU AMELNAKRU ZINI XUL, QAMU! QAMU! QAMU!

Translation: Burn enemy, evil Jinn! Burn! Burn! Burn!

Burn enemy spirit of the wind! Burn! Burn! Burn!

Incantation: ELLUM DANATUM SHAMASH QAMU XUL!

Translation: HOLY POWERFUL SHAMASH (SUMERIAN SOLAR DEITY.) BURN THE EVIL.

Incantation: ELLUM SESPU KASPUM GIRRU KASHAD GIDIM XUL!

ELLUM SESPU KASPUM GIRRU KASHAD MASKIM XUL!

ELLUM SESPU KASPUM GIRRU KASHAD GIGIM XUL!

ELLUM SESPU KASPUM GIRRU KASHAD ILAH XUL!

Translation: HOLY POWERFUL SILVER FIRE CONQUER THE EVIL SPIRIT!

HOLY POWERFUL SILVER FIRE CONQUER THE EVIL PERSON.

HOLY POWERFUL SILVER FIRE CONQUER THE EVIL POWER.

HOLY POWERFUL SILVER FIRE CONQUER THE EVIL GOD!

Incantation: ELLUM DANATUM SHAMASH QAMU XUL!

Translation: HOLY POWERFUL SHAMASH (SUMERIAN SOLAR DEITY.) BURN THE EVIL.

Incantation: MELAMMU SUMMU NURA QAMU AMELNAKRU! NADU SUMMU NURA INA ETUTU!

Translation: AWE INSPIRING LIGHT BURN THE ENEMY! BRING LIGHT INTO DARKNESS




Tuesday, December 23, 2014

THE SUMMONING OF HOLY FIRE

EGO SUM UNUM CUM MAGNUS IGNIS DE CREATOR DE OMNIS, TUS PATER ET PATER MIHI

TRANSLATION: I am one with the great fire of the creator of all, your Father and mine.

SANCTUS IGNIS DE NOMINI EIUS ET PRAESENTIA EIUS, VENIRE AD ME PER ORIENTIS

TRANSLATION: Holy fire of his names and his presence, come to me through the East.

SANCTUS IGNIS DE NOMINI EIUS ET PRAESENTIA EIUS, VENIRE AD ME PER MERIEDIES

TRANSLATION: Holy fire of his names and his presence, come to me through the South.

SANCTUS IGNIS DE NOMINI EIUS ET PRAESENTIA EIUS, VENIRE AD ME PER OCCIDENS

TRANSLATION: Holy fire of his names and his presence, come to me through the West.

SANCTUS IGNIS DE NOMINI EIUS ET PRAESENTIA EIUS, VENIRE AD ME PER SEPTENTRIO

TRANSLATION: Holy fire of his names and his presence, come to me through the North.

SANCTUS IGNIS DE NOMINI EIUS ET PRAESENTIA EIUS, VENIRE AD ME PER OMNIS SUPRA ME

TRANSLATION: Holy fire of his names and his presence, come to me through all above me.

SANCTUS IGNIS DE NOMINI EIUS ET PRAESENTIA EIUS, VENIRE AD ME PER OMNIS SUBTER ME

TRANSLATION: Holy fire of his names and his presence, come to me through the all Below me.

SANCTUS IGNIS DE NOMINI EIUS ET PRAESENTIA EIUS, VENIRE AD ME PER INTUSE, ME EST

TRANSLATION: Holy fire of his names and his presence, come to me through within me, myself.

SANCTUS IGNIS DE NOMINI EIUS ET PRAESENTIA EIUS, VENIRE AD ME PER VIVUS UNIVERSUS

TRANSLATION: Holy fire of his names and his presence, come to me through the living Universe.

EGO SUM UNUM CUM MAGNUS IGNIS DE CREATOR DE OMNIS,TUS PATER ET PATER MIHI

TRANSLATION: I am one with the great fire of the creator of all, your Father and mine.

THE NAMES OF GOD:
(In Akkadian / Classical Arabic / Aramaic / Hebrew)

ILUM- AL ILAH -ELAH ELAHIN -EHEIEH, ILUM- AL ILAH -ELAH ELAHIN -YOD HEH VAV HEH, ILUM -AL ILAH -ELAH ELAHIN -TETTRAGRAMMATON ELOHIM, ILUM -AL ILAH -ELAH ELAHIN -EL , ILUM -AL ILAH -ELAH ELAHIN -ELOHIM GIBOR, ILUM -AL ILAH -ELAH ELAHIN -ELOAH VA-DAATH, ILUM -AL ILAH -ELAH ELAHIN -EL ADONAI TZABAOTH, ILUM -AL ILAH -ELAH ELAHIN -ELOHIM TZABAOTH, ILUM -AL ILAH -ELAH ELAHIN -SHADDAI AL CHAI, ILUM -AL ILAH -ELAH ELAHIN -ADONAI HA-ARETZ

EGO SUM UNUM CUM MAGNUS IGNIS DE CREATOR DE OMNIS, TUS PATER ET PATER MIHI

Amen


THE "CLOSING OF ALL OPEN PORTALS" RITUAL.

This is a banishing ritual but can be used as a "pre-banishing" ritual as well. When one is experiencing paranormal phenomena or spiritual negativity, it is most often because they: a)Unwittingly invite negative energy or entities, b) because negative energy or entities were sent to you or attached themselves  to you and c) the most common reason, negative energies or negative entities already were pre-existing when youá entered its area or domain. Negative energy / entities are like spider webs, you can run right into them and it will stick to you no matter where you go and requires effort on your part to remove it from your face, hair and clothing.  Where negative energy exist, there is always, ALWAYS a negatively charged portal or doorway. If you neutralize the doorway, you neutralize the negative energy/ entity in power by shutting down its power source. Many make the mistake of believing that negative entities need those they torment or posses. They don't. These beings are older than entire generations of generations. They are infinitely patient. While, it would be nice (speaking from the perspective of the entity!) for a particularly nasty entity to possess you and make you kill yourself and subjugate your soul to add to their power base, they already have a power source. The portal or vortex that always accompanies them, is their nexus to it. Shut it down and you greatly weaken it making your BANISHING rituals that much more powerful and compelling.

This ritual is designed to close ALL pre-existing doorways, portals, vortexes and gateways. This will stop the influx of negative energy making the possibility of establishing a positive energy charged doorway,portal, vortex or gateway more successful which will amplify your will and through your will, the light. This will dislodge and dismiss all negative entities and energies preventing their return.

FACING THE EAST SAY:

CUM ARAMAIOS ET IUDAEORUM NOMINI DE DEUS, TUS PATER ET PATER MEUS, EGO CLAUDERE OMNIS PORTAS DE SPIRITUALIS MALUM. PER POTENS DE ARCHANGELUS  RAPHAEL RUACHEL DE ORIENTIS, DE MERCURIO, DE PSYCHE ET DE AER.

TRANSLATION: With the Aramaic and Jewish names of GOD, your father and my father, I close all doors (portals) of spiritual evil. Through the power of the Archangel Raphael Ruachel of the East,of Mercury, of the mind and air.

TURN RIGHT TO FACE THE SOUTH AND SAY:

CUM ARAMAIOS ET IUDAEORUM NOMINI DE DEUS, TUS PATER ET PATER MEUS, EGO CLAUDERE OMNIS PORTAS DE SPIRITUALIS MALUM. PER POTENS DE ARCHANGELUS URIEL ARETZIEL DE MERIDIES, DE TERRA, DE MATERIA ET DE PROSPERITAS ET OPES.
TRANSLATION: With the Aramaic and Jewish names of GOD, your father and my father, I close all doors (portals) of spiritual evil. Through the power of the Archangel Muriel Aretziel of the South,of Earth, of matter, of prosperity and wealth.

TURN RIGHT TO FACE THE WEST AND SAY:

CUM ARAMAIOS ET IUDAEORUM NOMINI DE DEUS, TUS PATER ET PATER MEUS, EGO CLAUDERE OMNIS PORTAS DE SPIRITUALIS MALUM. PER POTENS DE ARCHANGELUS GABRIEL LEVANAEL DE OCCIDENS, DE LUNA ET VENUS, DE COR ET DE AQUA.

TRANSLATION: With the Aramaic and Jewish names of GOD, your father and my father, I close all doors (portals) of spiritual evil. Through the power of the Archangel Gabriel Levanael of the West,of the Moon and Venus, of the heart and water.

TURN RIGHT TO FACE THE NORTH AND SAY:

CUM ARAMAIOS ET IUDAEORUM NOMINI DE DEUS, TUS PATER ET PATER MEUS, EGO CLAUDERE OMNIS PORTAS DE SPIRITUALIS MALUM. PER POTENS DE ARCHANGELUS  MICHAEL SHEMESHEL DE SEPTENTRIO, DE SOL, DE ACTIONE, DE VOLUNTAS ET IGNIS.

TRANSLATION: With the Aramaic and Jewish names of GOD, your father and my father, I close all doors (portals) of spiritual evil. Through the power of the Archangel Michael Shemeshel of the North, of the Sun, of action, of will and fire.

TURN RIGHT TO RETURN FACING THE EAST BUT THIS TIME LOOK ABOVE YOU AND SAY:

CUM ARAMAIOS ET IUDAEORUM NOMINI DE DEUS, TUS PATER ET PATER MEUS, EGO CLAUDERE OMNIS PORTAS DE SPIRITUALIS MALUM. PER POTENS DE ARCHANGELI METATRON KETHERIEL, AKATRIEL KETHERIEL ET YESSIEL KETHERIEL DE SUPRA SUPERUM, DE KETHER, DE ADAMA HA'KADMONI ET DE CAELESTIS REGNUM.

TRANSLATION: With the Aramaic and Jewish names of GOD, your father and my father, I close all doors (portals) of spiritual evil. Through the power of the Archangels, Metatron Ketheriel, Akatriel Ketheriel and Yessiel Ketheriel  of Heaven and above, of Kether, of Adam Kadmon and the celestial realm.

REMAIN FACING THE EAST BUT LOOK BELOW YOU AND SAY:

CUM ARAMAIOS ET IUDAEORUM NOMINI DE DEUS, TUS PATER ET PATER MEUS, EGO CLAUDERE OMNIS PORTAS DE SPIRITUALIS MALUM. PER POTENS DE ARCHANGELUS  SANDALPHON MALKUTHIEL DE SUBTER, DE MALKUTH, DE REGNUM DE DEUS SUPRA TERRA ET DE MUNDUS.

TRANSLATION: With the Aramaic and Jewish names of GOD, your father and my father, I close all doors (portals) of spiritual evil. Through the power of the Archangel Sandalphon Malkuthiel of below, of the kingdom if GOD over Earth and of the World.

REMAIN FACING THE EAST AND LOOK FOWARD AND SAY:

CUM ARAMAIOS ET IUDAEORUM NOMINI DE DEUS, TUS PATER ET PATER MEUS, EGO CLAUDERE OMNIS PORTAS DE SPIRITUALIS MALUM. PER POTENS DE DEUS PATER NOSTER, INTUSE,IPSE ME.

TRANSLATION: With the Aramaic and Jewish names of GOD, your father and my father, I close all doors (portals) of spiritual evil. Through the power of GOD our Father, within me, myself.

REMAIN FACING THE EAST AND SAY:

CUM ARAMAIOS ET IUDAEORUM NOMINI DE DEUS, TUS PATER ET PATER MEUS, EGO CLAUDERE OMNIS PORTAS DE SPIRITUALIS MALUM. PER POTENS DE ARCHANGELI  KASSIEL, MAGNUM UNUM DE NOCTIS DE TEMPUS ET MEVAMIAH, FIN DE UNIVERSUS, PER OMNIS UNIVERSI INTUSE OMNIS REGNUMI DE DEUS INTRO ADAMA HA' KADMONI ATZILUTH, BRIAH, YETZIRAH, ASSIAH ET MALKUTH.

TRANSLATION: With the Aramaic and Jewish names of GOD, your father and my father, I close all doors (portals) of spiritual evil. Through the power of the Archangels, Kassiel, Great One Of The Night Of Time and Mevamiah, End Of The Universe, through all universes within all the kingdom's of God inside Adam Kadmon, Atziluth, Briah, Yetzirah, Assiah and Malkuth.

TO CONCLUDE SAY:

CUM ARAMAIOS ET IUDAEORUM NOMINI DE DEUS, TUS PATER ET PATER MEUS, EGO CLAUDERE OMNIS PORTAS DE SPIRITUALIS MALUM.

TRANSLATION: With the Aramaic and Jewish names of GOD, your father and my father, I close all doors (portals) of spiritual evil.

THE ARAMAIC AND JEWISH NAMES OF GOD.

QODOSH CHAI AL ILAH, ELAH=GOD, ELAH ELAHIN, ELAH YERUSHELEM = GOD OF JERUSALEM, ELAH YISREAL= GOD OF ISREAL, ELAH AVAHATI= GOD OF MY FATHERS, ELAH SHEMAIA = GOD OF HEAVEN
AL ILAH AYIN SOPH= GOD THE LIMITLESS ONE,  AL ILAH AMUD HA' ESH= GOD, THE PILLAR OF FIRE, AL ILAH GIBOR= GOD, THE MIGHTY, AL ILAH EHYEH ASHER EHYEH= GOD, I AM, AL ILAH EL ELYON

SAY:

CUM ARAMAIOS ET IUDAEORUM NOMINI DE DEUS, TUS PATER ET PATER MEUS, EGO CLAUDERE OMNIS PORTAS DE SPIRITUALIS MALUM.

TRANSLATION: With the Aramaic and Jewish names of GOD, your father and my father, I close all doors (portals) of spiritual evil.

AMEN




Wednesday, December 17, 2014

The Rising… (A spell / Poem to summon freedom from Old magical bindings.)




It’s my time again. 

To rise.  

Finally. Free from the bonds that bound me so tightly. Demons, shadows and shades visiting me, tormenting me nightly. I endured it all quietly.  Learning the ways of darkness and of inner light. Discovering the secret ways to injure the night. It is only by going within and surviving the abyss, that one becomes wise. 

The hell I wrought... I paid for it.

The hell that was brought... I patiently wade through it. 

Knowing, there would be a time, I would be free.

It’s my time.

To rise. 

All obstacles and impediments are now prone to rapid decay. All hate, envy and ill fate ebb. My passion, my heat, the fire from my seven souls’s burn all subjugating powers about me, as if setting fire to a spider’s web. My power grows exponentially. The energies of others, focused provincially, no longer hold their sway when one learns to live existentially. 

I have bled for some. Cried for others. I took on wars that weren’t mine to fight.  But still, stood beside my sisters and brothers. We have risen and fallen so many times, I sometimes forget which way is up and which is down. I still often forget what is right and what is wrong, mostly because they appear disturbingly similar. Perhaps that’s why my good intentions and the truth that I speak seem disturbingly sinister. 

I have had students turn upon me and my magic abused. Spells and magic woven against me by threads of ill fate and glamour most cruel. But I am a child of the Ancient ones. Ancestors of forgotten times and a power elder rich. I cannot be contained for very long. This they cannot teach in any school. 

Threads of magic loosen. Bonds become feeble.  Patience is a lock smith which can undo any bolt, good or evil. Time is both a sword and a shield. Mine has always been the power of time.  It is not within my skill set to yield. My time is coming. 

 Soon… It will be my time again.

To rise. 

Its time.

Now, I rise. 

I have risen.